I promise that I will try really hard next year at school.
I will complete my homework and stop fucking procrastinating.
Maybe once in a while, I can laze about but I have to be on top of everything.
I actually enjoy all of my subjects, I just don't put effort in.
I have to work harder and get an atar of at least 75.
Doing homework is just once small step, I also have to prepare and study for SACs and exams earlier... not three weeks prior but from the beginning.
Once I learn something, I will continue to do tests and revise on it.
I have to do this.
I will feel like complete shit if I continue to fail all my sacs and exams.
I HAVE TO