I love Justin! I really do love him. He makes me so fucking happy. He incidentally had to stay over last night because it was too late for him to go home. And all I could think about when I was in my room was that he was actually only a few feet away from me sleeping. I wanted to sneak out there and curl into his chest. In the morning when I finally decided to go check on him, seeing him standing there with his cute green tshirt and messy soft hair made me so happy. I wonder how it would feel to actually wake up to him next to me. I'm sort of excited for the future. I hope Justin is a big part of it for a while.