btw: 2019. can you fucking believe it. ive been drifting or something. i dont know if things got worse or better. im neither old nor wiser. im still ugly.

its tough having someone in your life. already tough having to deal with myself. what a source of anxiety a relationship is for me. is he as true as i am to him? how true can someone even be behind the scenes if the show they put on is not even true enough? or am i just a mega misinterpreter.