hi whats up, I'm scared of the future.

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Hi I can't be bothered writing everything but basically my mum is now not trusting me with homeowrk lmfao. She's checking my books and asking for written evidence of the hw I need to do. Why don't I just get all my teachers to write my hw in my diary for me and sign it. Ugh. Its not like u do every question in the book either. She won't turn the internet on so how am. I meant to do my english homework? And chem ugh I hate my mum so much. I really want to die right now. I'm envious and jelous of other peoples families. The main reason I'm going to get a really low atar I reckon is bc of my mum. I need freedom. I bet. I won't even be allowed to go out. Ill do want then but ill probs have no friends and its all my mums fault. She's ruining my life. Anyone who reads this will probably think I'm overreacting and exaggerating but I KNOW u would hate it if she was your mother too. I don't even bother asking if I can go to a friends house or party or whatever because I know the answer would be "maybe" on the verge of "no" and lots of questions would be asked plus talking to their parents and n my friends would regret inviting me. I hate my life. This blog has basically no happy posts. Let's end it with I WANT TO KILL MYSELF BUT IM A FUCKING WIMP..............................................