Saturday 20 April 2013

Reasons I tend to not talk



  • people always interrupt me to tell another story because apparently my story isn’t good enough for their ears
  • i sound like an idiot who just learned to talk two hours ago
  • people seem disinterested in what i’m saying
  • i hate my voice
  • i have something really mean to say
  • i hate you
  • i repeat because this happens a lot: people interrupt me and never let me finish and i feel really shitty about myself because no one seems to want to listen to me

yeah i copied this from a post on tumblr. its just so accurate. even where it says "an idiot who just learned to talk 2h ago". i sound like someone who cant form proper sentences, who gets their verbs tenses and shit mixed

yes oh and no one listens to me. i wouldnt even be able to finish a story without being interrupted. everyone then turns their attention to the interrupter (if thats even a word) FUCK. it happens all the time. its like im less important than other people. there's this one girl who obviously knows that im annoyed at her for listening to someone else over me, so after the person has finished...every time, she'd be like "danica hey what were you saying about that thing?" and of course, i always say "..oh, nothing"

Thursday 11 April 2013

i hate the feeling of your parents favouring some other person more than u i hate thinking about my feelings i think im going to cry tonight argh maybe now if i dont stop thinking about sad shit

Sunday 7 April 2013

its raining, i feel so sad, my heart is aching