The boredem is painful.
The sadness is repetitive.
Is it enjoyable? Sometimes.
I like to feel sorry for myself once in a while.
But this is too much.
There is no balance.
Im stuck in this life that I do not want to live.
I have too many years before I die.
I will be waiting for too long.
This is what happens when you are afraid of pain,
When you are weak.
I just want to die.
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