i do think about him a lot. i wish it'll just stop. i keep thinking that i messed up and will never find someone like him again. its like my brains trying to convince me that i loved everything about him and there was nothing that was wrong with us. lol. fuck you brain. it was easier when i was angry. now im just sad and want him back. but this is how its meant to be. i tried, he didnt. its not my fault anymore. if he couldnt text me back when i was telling him my feelings, theres no chance he'll ever message me again. hes done with me. thats why i have to move on.