daniel I miss (talking to) you so much, I can barely concentrate on anything. I think about you every second of every day, even when I'm doing my further practice tests and its so annoying but I cant help it. I want to message you but I dont want to annoy you. I hate this feeling. I understand everything now. I never realised that you liked me back then. I always thought you were talking about friendship rather than the whole romantic boyfriend/girlfriend thing. I was so stupid and ignorant. I reread all our conversations and realised that you tried to be sweet in many ways but I just never thought about it much. every time you mentioned physical attraction and that you liked me or whatever, i never understood. but now I do, and its too late because I told you that I didnt like you that way. :( im dumb