Wednesday 1 July 2015

we're not going too well. we fight a lot and mostly its due to him not being able to see me at the time we agree on... which leads to other fights. i try to talk to him but he just doesnt see or doesnt want to hear rather. we're not good, the sex sucks. i havent had good sex in weeks and he doesnt want to make me feel good at all. i'm definitely not going to blow him until i can see that he wants to make me feel happy. honestly, im sort of considering breaking up. its not going well, probably wont, and hes not the kind of guy/friend i want in my life right now.