Yay! I now have motivation for school. I went through the whole of 2013 thinking that I havent achieved anything and that I'm a worthless dumb fuck but noooo I got 44 study score for further math! hooray. It makes me wonder though, what if I had studied more.. could I have gotten 46. Cause I know for sure that I didnt study very well and maybe even got a bit cocky. i'm just so happy. and my name is finally on the high achiever's list! I thought that this little hope of mine was long gone and that i'd never get a study score above 40 but hehehehe YAYYAYAYAY

The Gat

I did the gat today.. it was horrible. everyone said there was nothing to worry about but noooooo there was indeed a lot to worry about. firstly, i skipped the whole fucking second piece of writing lmfao!!!! didnt have enough time. i also skipped all the multiple choice questions about arts/humanities/social sciences. all i did was the first essay about radio (i couldnt work out whether it was "the radio" or just simply "radio") and all the maths and science questions. i thought it would be a good idea to do them first since i do further maths but yeah... i still might get like 5 for the humanities bit if i'm lucky and possibly 20 for english. -.- i dont think i even did well on the radio bit. i was all over the place, couldnt think straight AND MY FUCKING PEN STOPPED WORKING.

V is sitting in the fridge waiting for me to drink it!!!!!!!!! Hurry up and get cold you douchebag! Hahaha. Ugh I use blogspot like its twitter. OH FUCKING WELL. I just wish I had people to reply back. Oh btw, I nearly cried like 5 times in psychology and 3 other times in my other classes today. I don't even know why! I'd look out the window and (sometimes) think of this "particular" person and I'd feel overwhelmed and my eyes would begin to water. Haha every time I think of them, I get motivated to do well in school but yet I feel extremely sad. ALSO I had to stop myself from laughing in english language today too. lmfaooooo I laugh at the most inappropriate and 'un-funny' (not even a word right?) things. I hope my facial expression didnt look too ridiculous then.. I felt my mouth twitching hahahaha