i have a feeling we are going to completely break up soon. i dont know if im half glad that it isnt my decision or not. i can't imagine him with anybody else. im scared to, i want him to have me and i love him. but hes so mean and stupid

hes out of my life but i am so sad. i need someone to comfort me

im so weak... i cant stay broken up with him. i always want him back. its bc i love him, but there are some things which are permanent that i dislike about him...

just try to be ok, ok?